love letter

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason… then I realized I was thinking about you. I don’t know what it is, but I think its love. I love you with all my heart, body, mind, and soul. You complete me. You make my life worth living. To have known you and to have loved has been the most beautiful dream. I can only hope that I never wake up. I can’t make you understand me, or want me, or love me but I can only hope someday you will. God has given: two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, tow ears to listen but you know why only one heart?  Because another  given to someone else, for us to find and perhaps my heart has. To the world you are a person but to me you are the world, the world in which I want to live.

This is the first time I am writing such kind of letter to anyone, but this time I am impatient, selfish. I read somewhere a Italian proverb “he is not impatient, is not in love”. I personally believe that anyone can have feelings for anyone because love is like dews that falls on both Nettles and Lilies. My God knows, I didn’t want to accept these but the more I deny it, the more I realize, there is nothing more artistic then to love you. And in the Holy Gita also mentioned “if you wish to be loved, love”, I do.

Pardon me if I am wrong but I think you also love me but hiding it from your own self. Here I am on my knees accepting, yes, I do love you. If you love me say me if not gently say me. But you should love me because I know no-one can see you as good or beautiful as I do. In Holy Bible Jesus says- “this is my commandment that ye love one another.

Yah, I agree,  it is not good for us at all but without it, without you again I am not good at all, I feel like some of my parts are somewhere else. I feel like, the best part of me, lives ten yards far from me, … just ten yards but still unachievable, forbidden. For me love means nothing but you. To love someone deeply gives you strength, being loved by someone deeply gives you courage. I got that courage, you gave me.

Reply me, love me.

Your addict….